I’m graduating. What should I do now?

I’ve been plan­ning to move to New York as soon as grad­u­a­tion rolls around and start my life. I’ve been look­ing for­ward to this for about two years and now grad­u­a­tion is jsut a cou­ple weeks away. I have an oppor­tu­nity to spend a month or two trav­el­ing across Europe. As soon as I found out, I fig­ured I would just put New York off for a cou­ple of months or what­ever and do it because it would be an amaz­ing time. That was like three days ago, and now I’m begin­ning to think I don’t really want to go!

Europe’s not going any­where and I’m dying to, you know, get it going, not that I have any par­tic­u­lar plan for that per se. I think it would be a ter­rific time to see all these amaz­ing places I’ve never seen and take a mil­lion pic­tures and meet tons of peo­ple, etc., but I’ve got myself going in a cer­tain direc­tion and I don’t really feel like chang­ing it at the moment — espe­cially after my week­end in the city last month. I’m sure a trip like this would be for­ma­tive, etc., but mostly it would be fuck­ing around.

So, I’m decid­ing this in the next week or so. I’d love for you guys to weigh in.